First week home

The first week home with Gage's little brother has been wonderful but surreal. Sam is such a good baby and reminds me so much of Gage. He is a good eater and sleeper and has a laid back attitude. We have starting doing all the "firsts" again and we have been able to enjoy our new little man. I certainly worry about him more than I did the others at this point. I look at his belly approximately 1. 5 million times a day. And I check to make sure he's breathing twice that often. Emily wants to know why he can't play with her like Gage did. I have to remind her that Gage was bigger and could play where Sam will have to grow into it. I am making so many new memories with Samuel. I am afraid I will forget some of my memories of Gage. I know that I am just a ball of emotions running wild right now and things will level out. I am just so happy yet so sad at the same time. I guess that's just how things will be for a while, like the next 60 or so years...