Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Birthday

Today is my birthday. My second one without Gage. I feel like I have never missed him more. He would be 2 and a half. Old enough to say "Happy Birthday Mommy." Words cannot express how much I miss him. How much I miss all of the things that we could be doing together. All the hugs I am missing. The kisses, the snuggles, the chasing after, the playing...every single thing.

I miss this boy





These are the last pictures we took of Gage (that I am willing to share). They were taken 2 days before I experienced the hell of carrying his lifeless body into the emergency room...begging for help.

Gage...I love you so so much. So much.

6 comments:

Carrie said...

Thank you for sharing these - I love looking at his face and seeing that smile. {{hugs}}

Erin said...

I'm so sorry for your loss but all I can do is smile at those pictures of him! He has got the most squish-able cheeks! Hope today goes by quickly for you.

brigette said...

He is so, so precious! Happy Birthday I wish he was here for you to love on. Sending you so much love!

Tiffany said...

o God, what a gorgeous baby boy. why they had to leave us so soon, i will never never know. my heart breaks for and with you. happy birthday my friend.

Tiffany said...

What a beautiful, beautiful boy. Thank you for sharing these pictures.

Ailmik said...

Happy Birthday Mary. My heart breaks for you and I wish there something that could ease the pain of losing your beautiful baby boy Gage. Nothing can change the tradedy your family has suffered but Gage will always be with you. Thank you for sharing these presious pictures.

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