Two brothers

Emily said today "If Gage wasn't dead, I would have two brothers to play with." She says things like this alot. A lot of times at bedtime she will say "If Gage was still here, he would be big enough to sleep with me." It breaks my heart for her to have an idea of what she is missing. The other day Charlie and I were both busy doing something and Emily was aggravated and said "If Gage was still alive, HE would play with me!" Oh, how I know ALL of these things sweet girl. It makes me so freaking mad. Charlie and I PLANNED the age difference of Emily and Gage so they would be close enough in age to play with each other. But of course, Emily worships Samuel Tate and he thinks she hung the moon. It is so eerily similar to what we just had....


Emily and Gage


Emily and Sam